10 LAWS FOR CATS TO LIVE BY:
1. Always give generously. A small bird or rodent left on bed tells them, you care.
2. Climb your way to the top. That's why the drapes are there.
3. Curiosity never kill anything except for maybe a few hours.
4. Find your place in the sun. Especially if it happens to be on that nice pile of warm, clean laundry.
5. If you are not receiving enough attention, try knocking over several expensive antique lamps.
6. Life is hard, then you nap.
7. Make your mark in the world. Or at least spray each corner.
8. Never sleep alone when you can sleep on someones face.
9. Variety is the spice of life. One day ignore people, the next day annoy them.
10. When in doubt, cop an attitude.
Friday, March 09, 2007
Thursday, March 08, 2007
TODAY IS INTERNATIONAL WOMAN’S DAY!
This day was founded by the United Nations in1977…March 8th is a day to celebrate all of the women who have touched or even inspired you!
Motherhood:
1977 is also the year that my daughter was born and she was my biggest inspiration ever to become a better person and a worth-while mother!
I am so proud to say that she has turned out to be better than I could of ever of hoped for! With all of what she has to go through in her own life she has always been there to be a shoulder I could cry on and a helper for me to continue to carry on! What more could I ever of asked for!
Both of my children and grand children are a measuring stick of my success and life would be nothing without them all! They taught me patience!
Sisterhood:
My two younger sisters are the other ones who have inspired me to become a better sister! They showed be how to open my heart to a dysfunctional family and made me understand that I wasn’t alone! My younger sister now carries that burden daily as she is the bringer of all of the family messages! Without her I would hear nothing! She brings me family!
Strength:
My Step-Mother was my inspiration to make me make use of all of my talents! She took a willful girl and made her into a challenging person…she taught me how to stand up for myself! She also taught me the right way and the wrong way on how to bring up kids!
Friendship:
Lastly but not least…Wilma! She taught me how to open up to strangers…she gave me the freedom of speech…the therapy of blogging!
Colour this day a RAINBOW!
Wednesday, March 07, 2007
Cat Poem – taken from www.adoptacatfoundation.org
The food in my bowl
Is old and more to the point
Contains no tuna.
So you want to play.
Will I claw at dancing string?
Your ankle’s closer.
There’s no dignity
In being sick: which is why
I don’t tell you where.
Seeking solitude
I am locked in the closet.
For once I need you.
Tiny can dumped in Plastic bowl
Presentation: One star
Service: none.
Am I in your way?
You seem to have it backwards:
This pillows taken.
Your mouth is moving;
Up and down, emitting noise.
I’ve lost interest.
The dog wags his tail,
Seeking approval. See mine?
Different message.
My brain: walnut-sized.
Yours: largest amongst primates
Yet, who leaves for work?
Most problems can be
Ignored. The more difficult
Ones can be slept through.
My affection is conditional.
Don’t stand up,
It’s your lap I love.
Cats can't steal the breath
Of children. But if my tail’s
Pulled again, I’ll learn.
I don’t mind being
Teased, any more than you mind
A skin graft or two.
So you call this thing
Your cat carrier. I call
These my blades of death.
Toy mice, dancing yarn
Meowing sounds.
I’m convinced: You’re an idiot.
Is This A Hint or What?
The Weird Cat struck again!
The night before she brought me another present...a hairbrush?
This hairbrush is a good size that an average dog can handle but somehow Suki managed to bring it up from downstairs and drop it at my feet!
Question is....is it a hint that I should brush my hair...or maybe its time to brush hers?
By the way...both cats LOVE having their fur brushed so who knows?
The Weird Cat struck again!
The night before she brought me another present...a hairbrush?
This hairbrush is a good size that an average dog can handle but somehow Suki managed to bring it up from downstairs and drop it at my feet!
Question is....is it a hint that I should brush my hair...or maybe its time to brush hers?
By the way...both cats LOVE having their fur brushed so who knows?
UNDER THE WEATHER!
The "cold" bug struck again! It is a rotten vicious cycle!
During cold/flu seasons everyone should wear masks [like Micheal Jackson wears all of the time] when they plan on being in crowded places! Especially places that have runny faced kids!
Or maybe one of the science projects [you know the one on germs] escaped!
Aj was home sick Monday with a cold/sore ears and now PoD is home sick today with it!
I don't think I gave it to them as my cold likes me and refused to go away!
PoD works with me daily so she should have gotten it a long time ago if I was contagious and should have passed it to her kids then!
The science fair had plenty of runny noses and a couple even came to the birthday party?
You figure with being ill so much that I would have figured out the saying "feed a fever and starve a cold" or is it "feed a cold and starve a fever"???
It must be "feed a cold and starve a fever" because I haven't stopped feeding mine!
Does one really need to have a fever before the "eating continuously" stops?!!
See what I mean..."a rotten vicious cycle"!!!
Got to go blow my nose......
The "cold" bug struck again! It is a rotten vicious cycle!
During cold/flu seasons everyone should wear masks [like Micheal Jackson wears all of the time] when they plan on being in crowded places! Especially places that have runny faced kids!
Or maybe one of the science projects [you know the one on germs] escaped!
Aj was home sick Monday with a cold/sore ears and now PoD is home sick today with it!
I don't think I gave it to them as my cold likes me and refused to go away!
PoD works with me daily so she should have gotten it a long time ago if I was contagious and should have passed it to her kids then!
The science fair had plenty of runny noses and a couple even came to the birthday party?
You figure with being ill so much that I would have figured out the saying "feed a fever and starve a cold" or is it "feed a cold and starve a fever"???
It must be "feed a cold and starve a fever" because I haven't stopped feeding mine!
Does one really need to have a fever before the "eating continuously" stops?!!
See what I mean..."a rotten vicious cycle"!!!
Got to go blow my nose......
Monday, March 05, 2007
UPDATE ON GRANDKIDS DAY
Man with all my whining I forgot to let all you impatiently waiting people about how our day went with the Science Fair and birthday party!
The first phone call came at noon!
AJ has this problem of thinking her mom will forget!
So since she has the shop and mom's cell number memorized she gives mom these "where are you calls" to make sure that her mom isn't a "dead beat mom" and forgets anything! I think AJ was in Kindergarten when PoD must of missed something and it has been a worry for her ever since!
PoD let her know that we had to eat lunch first and we would be there around 1:00 or so.
Well lunch place was busy and we had some more stuff to pick up because of a party addition so we ate late.
We had another phone call from her while we were eating!
She is definitely a "worry wart"!
Finally we were there...around 1:00 or so! AJ greeted us at the doorway to the gym where the fair was being held...she had been frantically waiting for us! You could see the relief on her face as she recognized that we were finally there!
I have always made it a point to attend all of my kids functions and wasn't about to miss my grand kids stuff either!
AJ's display was in the second row and we had to look at others before we finally made it to hers [more worry for her] so we got a glimpse of what many in her class had done also.
This fair was a combination of grade 3 to 7.
AJ's display was great...she did a really good job!!!
I was quite pleased with her effort and the fact that she had no help! We saw quite a few that were good also but many that looked like "parents" did it for them or at least helped!
I was not impressed with what a lot of the older kid's projects...a lot looked like they were thrown together at the last minute! What impressed me was the diversity of subjects...not too many duplications! And there was only 2 volcanoes!
You should have seen the chaos of kids! I am sure glad I am not a teacher! The kids [except my grand kids] all looked like they were on hyper-pills!
PoD and I were sure glad to get out of there!
Party time!
We managed to have some time for coffee before the party kids arrived!
Then chaos hit! Thankfully a few kids had hockey practice and couldn't make it...not good for JD but he was happy with who did come!
We do not do games and the kids are happy that we don't!
Their excitement is playing with other kids toys and love my grand kids rooms...which they think are very cool [I will be blogging about the rooms when I can add photos]!
AJ was able to have a girl friend [her brother was a party guest] over to play with her and amazingly there were no problems...we always read them the "riot act" first just in case!
After playing a bit AJ opened his presents...then came the food!
We had hotdogs, snacks, pop and JD's birthday cake was cup cakes...which was a very smart idea! We let the kids put their own hotdogs together themselves and they loved it!
Next thing we knew moms were arriving to take their darlings home!
Everything happened so fast that it wasn't that stressful...we worried for nothing!
I then hugged my grand kids goodbye and went home to peace and quiet!
There wasn't even anyone on the answering machine!
Colour my day VERY HAPPY!
Man with all my whining I forgot to let all you impatiently waiting people about how our day went with the Science Fair and birthday party!
The first phone call came at noon!
AJ has this problem of thinking her mom will forget!
So since she has the shop and mom's cell number memorized she gives mom these "where are you calls" to make sure that her mom isn't a "dead beat mom" and forgets anything! I think AJ was in Kindergarten when PoD must of missed something and it has been a worry for her ever since!
PoD let her know that we had to eat lunch first and we would be there around 1:00 or so.
Well lunch place was busy and we had some more stuff to pick up because of a party addition so we ate late.
We had another phone call from her while we were eating!
She is definitely a "worry wart"!
Finally we were there...around 1:00 or so! AJ greeted us at the doorway to the gym where the fair was being held...she had been frantically waiting for us! You could see the relief on her face as she recognized that we were finally there!
I have always made it a point to attend all of my kids functions and wasn't about to miss my grand kids stuff either!
AJ's display was in the second row and we had to look at others before we finally made it to hers [more worry for her] so we got a glimpse of what many in her class had done also.
This fair was a combination of grade 3 to 7.
AJ's display was great...she did a really good job!!!
I was quite pleased with her effort and the fact that she had no help! We saw quite a few that were good also but many that looked like "parents" did it for them or at least helped!
I was not impressed with what a lot of the older kid's projects...a lot looked like they were thrown together at the last minute! What impressed me was the diversity of subjects...not too many duplications! And there was only 2 volcanoes!
You should have seen the chaos of kids! I am sure glad I am not a teacher! The kids [except my grand kids] all looked like they were on hyper-pills!
PoD and I were sure glad to get out of there!
Party time!
We managed to have some time for coffee before the party kids arrived!
Then chaos hit! Thankfully a few kids had hockey practice and couldn't make it...not good for JD but he was happy with who did come!
We do not do games and the kids are happy that we don't!
Their excitement is playing with other kids toys and love my grand kids rooms...which they think are very cool [I will be blogging about the rooms when I can add photos]!
AJ was able to have a girl friend [her brother was a party guest] over to play with her and amazingly there were no problems...we always read them the "riot act" first just in case!
After playing a bit AJ opened his presents...then came the food!
We had hotdogs, snacks, pop and JD's birthday cake was cup cakes...which was a very smart idea! We let the kids put their own hotdogs together themselves and they loved it!
Next thing we knew moms were arriving to take their darlings home!
Everything happened so fast that it wasn't that stressful...we worried for nothing!
I then hugged my grand kids goodbye and went home to peace and quiet!
There wasn't even anyone on the answering machine!
Colour my day VERY HAPPY!
Sunday, March 04, 2007
ALL BETTER!
Woke this morning feeling lots better than I did last night.
Checked out all other body parts and all okay!
The right knee hurts a bit...must of wrenched it in the "wipe out" and the old noggin' has a nice goose egg...slight headache!
So all and all I came out alright!
Can we say paranoid?!!
Lately with all my illness and life in general I seemed to be living a life of "what next" syndrome!
Our town has suffered a few deaths of young people [heart related] and one can't help feeling "what IS going to happen next"?!!
Screw all the aches, pains and other woes....
All whining aside...I will count my lucky stars and be thankful for just being alive!!!!
Woke this morning feeling lots better than I did last night.
Checked out all other body parts and all okay!
The right knee hurts a bit...must of wrenched it in the "wipe out" and the old noggin' has a nice goose egg...slight headache!
So all and all I came out alright!
Can we say paranoid?!!
Lately with all my illness and life in general I seemed to be living a life of "what next" syndrome!
Our town has suffered a few deaths of young people [heart related] and one can't help feeling "what IS going to happen next"?!!
Screw all the aches, pains and other woes....
All whining aside...I will count my lucky stars and be thankful for just being alive!!!!
Saturday, March 03, 2007
NOT A GOOD IDEA!
I didn't think I had anything to blog about today...until I went for a walk!
It had been a lazy day for me with too much TV for entertainment and thus giving me a slight headache. So I decided to clear my head /sinus and go for a walk.
It was really nice out except for the wind...which was a little chilly.
All the stores were closed downtown and it was a nice walk until I stepped on some black ice and down I went!
Wipe Out!
I ended up hitting the back of my head on the sidewalk when I fell!
Thankfully I had a toque on and that protected my head somewhat. But now my mild headache is now a real throbber! Hopefully my skull is thick enough and my fall didn't cause any more problems!
I have never broken a bone ever! Although I have fallen twice before with bad results...once when I was 13 giving me a hairline fracture [skull] and again 6 yrs ago when I dislocated my left elbow.
I had just gotten over the fear of falling [at my age] and now it's back again!
I guess I will leave the walking to the treadmill until our ice age is over!!
Got to go and take a headache pill and maybe an ice pack....?
I didn't think I had anything to blog about today...until I went for a walk!
It had been a lazy day for me with too much TV for entertainment and thus giving me a slight headache. So I decided to clear my head /sinus and go for a walk.
It was really nice out except for the wind...which was a little chilly.
All the stores were closed downtown and it was a nice walk until I stepped on some black ice and down I went!
Wipe Out!
I ended up hitting the back of my head on the sidewalk when I fell!
Thankfully I had a toque on and that protected my head somewhat. But now my mild headache is now a real throbber! Hopefully my skull is thick enough and my fall didn't cause any more problems!
I have never broken a bone ever! Although I have fallen twice before with bad results...once when I was 13 giving me a hairline fracture [skull] and again 6 yrs ago when I dislocated my left elbow.
I had just gotten over the fear of falling [at my age] and now it's back again!
I guess I will leave the walking to the treadmill until our ice age is over!!
Got to go and take a headache pill and maybe an ice pack....?
Friday, March 02, 2007
Irish Friendship Wish...
May there always be work for your hands to do;
May your purse always hold a coin or two;
May the sun always shine on your windowpane;
May a rainbow be certain to follow each rain;
May the hand of friend be always near you;
May your heart be filled with gladness to cheer you!
Work like you don't need the money,
Love like you've never been hurt,
Dance like nobodys watching,
And sing like nobodys listening!
May Good Luck follow you always!
May there always be work for your hands to do;
May your purse always hold a coin or two;
May the sun always shine on your windowpane;
May a rainbow be certain to follow each rain;
May the hand of friend be always near you;
May your heart be filled with gladness to cheer you!
Work like you don't need the money,
Love like you've never been hurt,
Dance like nobodys watching,
And sing like nobodys listening!
May Good Luck follow you always!
MY GRAND KIDS DAY!
Well another week has gone by and I am still blowing my nose...I should have bought stocks in the Kleenex factory for all the tissues I have gone through! I sure am tired of constantly blowing...not to mention still talking like a fog horn! I finished the antibiotic regime and still feel like crap! Can one take more antibiotics? I guess time will tell if this goes away?
Today will be a busy day after lunch as we will be closing shop for the rest of the day.
There is a science fair today at the school right after lunch and my grand daughter has her first entry [gr.3]. It doesn't matter to me how she does...I'm excited to see just what she has done. The only help she received was from me on her back drop board...all I did was cut it out for her. Other than that she did it all herself!
After that PoD and I will be getting her house ready to host seven kids for JD's birthday party! He was unable to have it on his birthday as it was the school's winter break. Hopefully we will make it through without losing our minds.
Seven over-rambunctious boys are a lot to handle!
Children [not my grand kids] today are brought up differently and can be quite obnoxious!
In this day and age parents don't want to have to be disciplinarians...it's like they are afraid their children won't like them if they are?
Sounds stupid to me!
I guess I was a bad mom by raising my kids to respect others and not to be hellions!
I knew that I could take my kids anywhere and people would like them!
Thankfully my daughter is the same way because my grand kids are a joy to be around!!
Both of my kids are wonderful adults today and there is no signs that they were abused by being disciplined properly! If anything we are closer than most...my kids show me the respect that I deserve for being a good parent!
So PoD and I will just have to "bite-the-bullet" and keep repeating..."it's only for a couple of hours and then it will be over"!!
One thing I know for sure..."I can go home for some peace and quiet"!
Today will be a test of my PATIENCE!
Maybe with my ears being plugged-up I won't hear too much?
This will be a multi-coloured day!
Well another week has gone by and I am still blowing my nose...I should have bought stocks in the Kleenex factory for all the tissues I have gone through! I sure am tired of constantly blowing...not to mention still talking like a fog horn! I finished the antibiotic regime and still feel like crap! Can one take more antibiotics? I guess time will tell if this goes away?
Today will be a busy day after lunch as we will be closing shop for the rest of the day.
There is a science fair today at the school right after lunch and my grand daughter has her first entry [gr.3]. It doesn't matter to me how she does...I'm excited to see just what she has done. The only help she received was from me on her back drop board...all I did was cut it out for her. Other than that she did it all herself!
After that PoD and I will be getting her house ready to host seven kids for JD's birthday party! He was unable to have it on his birthday as it was the school's winter break. Hopefully we will make it through without losing our minds.
Seven over-rambunctious boys are a lot to handle!
Children [not my grand kids] today are brought up differently and can be quite obnoxious!
In this day and age parents don't want to have to be disciplinarians...it's like they are afraid their children won't like them if they are?
Sounds stupid to me!
I guess I was a bad mom by raising my kids to respect others and not to be hellions!
I knew that I could take my kids anywhere and people would like them!
Thankfully my daughter is the same way because my grand kids are a joy to be around!!
Both of my kids are wonderful adults today and there is no signs that they were abused by being disciplined properly! If anything we are closer than most...my kids show me the respect that I deserve for being a good parent!
So PoD and I will just have to "bite-the-bullet" and keep repeating..."it's only for a couple of hours and then it will be over"!!
One thing I know for sure..."I can go home for some peace and quiet"!
Today will be a test of my PATIENCE!
Maybe with my ears being plugged-up I won't hear too much?
This will be a multi-coloured day!
Thursday, March 01, 2007
It's Friendship Week!
Just received an email from a friend in the form of a "Chain Letter"!
It has the usual wish you good tidings...yada, yada...
Then it utters a curse in the end!
What kind of friend sends you good luck one moment and if you don't send it on to others you will have a year of back luck?
Why would I want to send this note to my friends to insure my good luck and then bind them with this curse...makes no sense to me!
So in saving my friends from this curse I will take my chances and risk the year of bad luck by deleting the message!
Better bad luck than NO FRIENDS!
Please be a good friend and quit these "Chain Letter" curses!
Just received an email from a friend in the form of a "Chain Letter"!
It has the usual wish you good tidings...yada, yada...
Then it utters a curse in the end!
What kind of friend sends you good luck one moment and if you don't send it on to others you will have a year of back luck?
Why would I want to send this note to my friends to insure my good luck and then bind them with this curse...makes no sense to me!
So in saving my friends from this curse I will take my chances and risk the year of bad luck by deleting the message!
Better bad luck than NO FRIENDS!
Please be a good friend and quit these "Chain Letter" curses!
NOT A WINNER!
I picked up tickets for the "million for 25 yrs" draw and it was drawn yesterday!
Nope...not a winner!
What a waste of money...on my part!
I don't know why I waste the money as I am definitely not lucky in games of chance!
I guess the dreaming is over and back to reality...I will be working to get myself out of the hole until I die!
I can think positive...I know by working I will have earned it!
At least I am employed!
Counting my own blessing...QoH
I picked up tickets for the "million for 25 yrs" draw and it was drawn yesterday!
Nope...not a winner!
What a waste of money...on my part!
I don't know why I waste the money as I am definitely not lucky in games of chance!
I guess the dreaming is over and back to reality...I will be working to get myself out of the hole until I die!
I can think positive...I know by working I will have earned it!
At least I am employed!
Counting my own blessing...QoH
Weird Cat!
My cat Suki is the weirdest cat I have ever lived with!
We used to live on an acreage where there was lots of room for a cat to have fun. You know; climb trees and hunt the little animals! She always liked to bring me a little surprize to show me how good she was or maybe something I would like to eat?
Since moving into town she has never been allowed the freedom of going outside.
She wouldn't last two minutes out there!
She would either get run over or someone would pick her up...she's just too friendly!
So I have to keep her in much to her displeasure!
The one thing she hasn't stopped doing is bringing me presents!
Generally it is the pieces of discarded vinyl...I can tell when she has had a busy night from all of the vinyl balls that I have to pick up the next morning.
I used to collect these little "Kindersurprize Toys" and her favorites were ones that had wheels. When stepped on they hurt worse than the "dinky toys" my son used to leave around! So I put them away where she couldn't find them.
That didn't stop the bringing of gifts!
The other night I could hear her bringing me another gift!
When she brings a gift to me she makes this weird "sounding" noise to call me to come and see. It's something a female cat does when she has kittens and she is bringing them food to eat...kind of like calling them for dinner.
Anyways...this noise is the weirdest yet!
My first thought is that she must have caught a mouse [there has been a couple so far] because she sounded different. I hoped it was dead becaused I didn't feel like chasing a live one around after she let it go. I know it's her challenge to me whether I can catch it or not!
But to my surprise she brought me a pencil sharpener!
Not your ordinary tiny sharpener! This one had a container that caught the shavings as you sharpened your pencil! How she got her small mouth around that big sharpener is a mystery to me. The sharpener is a round barrel type with a diameter of 1.25" and is 2" high!
I very seldom use a sharpener as I prefer a pen to a pencil!
The next night I decided to paint another rock and needed to sketch a rough draft first. I always use a paint brush and paint to do this sketch...never using a pencil. This time I though I would try the pencil instead of the paint.
I had to search around for a pencil and when I found one, it needed to be sharpened!
Low and behold there on the table in front of me was the pencil sharpener that my cat brought me!
Like I said...weird cat!
My cat Suki is the weirdest cat I have ever lived with!
We used to live on an acreage where there was lots of room for a cat to have fun. You know; climb trees and hunt the little animals! She always liked to bring me a little surprize to show me how good she was or maybe something I would like to eat?
Since moving into town she has never been allowed the freedom of going outside.
She wouldn't last two minutes out there!
She would either get run over or someone would pick her up...she's just too friendly!
So I have to keep her in much to her displeasure!
The one thing she hasn't stopped doing is bringing me presents!
Generally it is the pieces of discarded vinyl...I can tell when she has had a busy night from all of the vinyl balls that I have to pick up the next morning.
I used to collect these little "Kindersurprize Toys" and her favorites were ones that had wheels. When stepped on they hurt worse than the "dinky toys" my son used to leave around! So I put them away where she couldn't find them.
That didn't stop the bringing of gifts!
The other night I could hear her bringing me another gift!
When she brings a gift to me she makes this weird "sounding" noise to call me to come and see. It's something a female cat does when she has kittens and she is bringing them food to eat...kind of like calling them for dinner.
Anyways...this noise is the weirdest yet!
My first thought is that she must have caught a mouse [there has been a couple so far] because she sounded different. I hoped it was dead becaused I didn't feel like chasing a live one around after she let it go. I know it's her challenge to me whether I can catch it or not!
But to my surprise she brought me a pencil sharpener!
Not your ordinary tiny sharpener! This one had a container that caught the shavings as you sharpened your pencil! How she got her small mouth around that big sharpener is a mystery to me. The sharpener is a round barrel type with a diameter of 1.25" and is 2" high!
I very seldom use a sharpener as I prefer a pen to a pencil!
The next night I decided to paint another rock and needed to sketch a rough draft first. I always use a paint brush and paint to do this sketch...never using a pencil. This time I though I would try the pencil instead of the paint.
I had to search around for a pencil and when I found one, it needed to be sharpened!
Low and behold there on the table in front of me was the pencil sharpener that my cat brought me!
Like I said...weird cat!
Wednesday, February 28, 2007
Why are there more lids than bowls?
Lids:
I keep all of my lids for my containers in a drawer.
It's just for them and lids are not put anywhere else!
The drawer is so full it's like they are multiplying in there!
Yet, I barely have any containers?
The containers that I do have...I can't find any lids that fit?
It's like the "Sock-in-the-Dryer" Syndrome!
Lids:
I keep all of my lids for my containers in a drawer.
It's just for them and lids are not put anywhere else!
The drawer is so full it's like they are multiplying in there!
Yet, I barely have any containers?
The containers that I do have...I can't find any lids that fit?
It's like the "Sock-in-the-Dryer" Syndrome!
It's A New Day!
Thankfully yesterday is finally over!
We spent the whole day expecting to hear bad news!
It was at lunch time that the phone call came about the accident and it was a working day.
I guess with being distracted so much we made at lot of mistakes!
It was kind of a "one step forward...three back" type of day!
PoD figured that we shouldn't even be working with all of the errors that were made...so we have decided to make Feb. 27 our "Button's Day" and not do any kind of work because that was the day that hers stopped!
The one thing I have to thank Wilma for was introducing me to blogging!
I find writing to be very therapeutic!
Once it is written it's gone!
I love the freedom of speech!
"Bones" -QoH
Thankfully yesterday is finally over!
We spent the whole day expecting to hear bad news!
It was at lunch time that the phone call came about the accident and it was a working day.
I guess with being distracted so much we made at lot of mistakes!
It was kind of a "one step forward...three back" type of day!
PoD figured that we shouldn't even be working with all of the errors that were made...so we have decided to make Feb. 27 our "Button's Day" and not do any kind of work because that was the day that hers stopped!
The one thing I have to thank Wilma for was introducing me to blogging!
I find writing to be very therapeutic!
Once it is written it's gone!
I love the freedom of speech!
"Bones" -QoH
Tuesday, February 27, 2007
I HATE THIS DAY!!!
Three years ago today I received the phone call everyone dreads!
My younger sister died in a tragic farm accident!
An accident that could have been prevented!
I remember telling her to work safe…and she didn’t!
They say that time heals all wounds so why is it that I feel like it was only yesterday!
There was only 18 months difference in our ages and our mom dressed us like twins. Even our relatives couldn’t tell us apart! So that’s probably why I feel like I’ve lost my twin!
We had only just found each other again and our last year together was wonderful…so full of memories!
That whole year was magical for me and yet quite puzzling?
Her husband was a stickler for her helping out on the farm and usually she had to beg him to take the time to come and see me [we lived only 2 hrs apart]!
We celebrated Easter, took in the town wide garage sale [garage “sailing” was our favorite past time], she helped me put a float together for the parade [we won first prize in the commercial sector] and we rode together while in that parade. That was the first time the parade ever had a bagpipe band [since the 23 yrs been here] and it was right in front of us…she said that they had it just for her because it was her favorite…they haven’t had one since. We attended a gift show in Edmonchuk [Aug] and used that time together to do a memory lane trip. We parked my trailer on our old home site [which is now the exhibitions parking lot] right beside one of the trees that we used to climb as kids. We went swimming in the outdoor pool that we use to train in [our family was into competitive swimming] and was grossed out by the unhealthy condition that it was in so we swam in the other indoor pool near the area. We used these times as our daily shower and clean up. For her birthday we went to the Storyland Valley Zoo where we learned that the zoo was first located in the park near our home…we used to go there a lot when we were kids! We even visited the flower/plant conservatory before going back home.
We did a memory lane about our past as we traveled back and her memory was better than mine. She remembered our nick-name that we had for each other. Hers was “Buttons” and mine was “Bones”…I guess way back when I was crazy about Halloween!
The odd part of the story is that I was very unhealthy at that time and was even sick on the way home. I had this bad feeling that made me feel like I was going to die soon and we talked a lot about death and how we would like our funerals to be? Being too sick to drive home I stayed over night at her house and headed out early in the morning with a feeling that I was never coming back to her place! Which I never have been!
I thought that would be our last time together yet we were able to go camping and she came to see me again at Halloween. She loved doing up the courthouse for the event and was sad that we were not going to be doing it again until the year after that. She even came back to help out on those nights and helped take stuff down afterwards.
We saw each other again at Xmas time and when we parted I had the strongest urge to hug her but didn’t [our family wasn’t the hugging type…something I have since changed] this is something I will regret forever!
It was the happiest year for the both of us! I did mention it to her but thought maybe her husband was changing for the better…I wasn’t going to complain.
I received a gift from her in the mail for my birthday.
The card gave me quite a shock and my heart felt like it fell to the floor when I opened it!
The front was all black and said “My Deepest Condolences”!
Inside was written “On the passing of your youth” Happy Birthday Anyway…Love your younger sister.
Her gift to me was a little fairy [angel?] sitting on a basket of strawberries?
The card gave me quite a shock and my heart felt like it fell to the floor when I opened it!
The front was all black and said “My Deepest Condolences”!
Inside was written “On the passing of your youth” Happy Birthday Anyway…Love your younger sister.
Her gift to me was a little fairy [angel?] sitting on a basket of strawberries?
We didn’t normally buy gifts for each other but that last year we did?
The last time I spoke to her was on my birthday where we joked about the card and my reaction to it.
Nine days later she was dead!
Her passing brought our family together once again at her funeral…if only for that moment!
What it has taught me is that life is too short and I value the closeness of my other younger sister even more so! Without her I would be lost! We three girls used to be the “Three Musketeers”.
I have also become closer to my older brother “Tank” and my sister-in-law ever since then and they to me!
I am happy for that!
I am happy for that!
I wish I could be closer to my niece and nephew but sadly I am not. Although she does visit us from time to time and she has gotten closer to PoD and that makes me happy!
The bad thing is my hate for my brother-in-law!
I first felt sorry for him because of his involvement until he found love with another woman, only four short months after his wife’s death?
That only increased my questions about my sister’s death?
This is a boil that is still festering!
Time doesn’t necessarily heal all wounds!
Mine are still bleeding!
Color this day BLACK!!!
Monday, February 26, 2007
Up early again [3:30 am] still all stuffed up...when the hell is the medicine going to kick in!
Played some games and then went to the bloggy spot to do todays update.
The evil fairy was messing around with my computer again and I couldn't even get anything out of the internet.
Kept losing the page...no info!
Damn I hate depending on computers!
Me and them DONT GET ALONG!
I hate being computer illiterate...that knowledge refuses stick and makes absolutely NO SENSE to me!
This will be the fourth time trying to blog today...keeping this short!
Will be back soon as this site will let me or I get some rest and stop jinxing it!
Definitely staying away from my cutter!
Played some games and then went to the bloggy spot to do todays update.
The evil fairy was messing around with my computer again and I couldn't even get anything out of the internet.
Kept losing the page...no info!
Damn I hate depending on computers!
Me and them DONT GET ALONG!
I hate being computer illiterate...that knowledge refuses stick and makes absolutely NO SENSE to me!
This will be the fourth time trying to blog today...keeping this short!
Will be back soon as this site will let me or I get some rest and stop jinxing it!
Definitely staying away from my cutter!
Sunday, February 25, 2007
It's been a couple of early mornings lately...my "itis" problems kicking the hell out of me and the napping in between has thrown my scheduled life wonky.
My son is home this weekend so my kids and I motored to the town south of us for some retail therapy. One is never "THAT SICK" that one can't go shopping!
The road was icky half of the way [snow covered] and then became wet and steamy...kind of weird!
My shopping list consisted mostly of things needed for my cats!
I was out of litter, food and treats. They are addicted to "cat treats" and can be VERY DEMANDING when one is out of them!
Especially Thumber!
This is the one thing that this cat is really demanding about...her "treats"! She even knows that word! One never utters the statement "who wants a treat" unless they are ready to give one to her! Suki likes them also but isn't as demanding to have one.
I pour these "treats" into a small individual pile for each of them. Thumber will quickly eat hers until they are all gone then sit in front of Suki waiting to see if she finishes hers or not. You can almost hear her thoughts "don't eat all of them!...are you done yet?" while Suki will slowly eat them, pausing a lot, its like she is teasing Thumber! Sometimes she just doesn't want her treat and Thumber will go over to Suki's pile...eat them first...then go back to her own pile and eat them. I have learned to make sure Suki wants hers first before I make her pile...piggy Thumber doesn't need THAT MANY treats.
When my son is home Thumber works her wiles on him and doesn't relent until she gets HER treat. Her best trick is walking along the couch while one is napping and sweeps your face with her long fluffy tail. This can get very annoying!
Shopping with my son is usually a speed event! His favorite words are..."are you done yet?" Both PoD and I really hadn't much to shop for [mostly needed to get out of the house for awhile] and spent most of our time looking for him for a change. He liked the idea that we had to look for him for a change!
All in all it was a great day to enjoy my kids...lots of laughs!
My son is home this weekend so my kids and I motored to the town south of us for some retail therapy. One is never "THAT SICK" that one can't go shopping!
The road was icky half of the way [snow covered] and then became wet and steamy...kind of weird!
My shopping list consisted mostly of things needed for my cats!
I was out of litter, food and treats. They are addicted to "cat treats" and can be VERY DEMANDING when one is out of them!
Especially Thumber!
This is the one thing that this cat is really demanding about...her "treats"! She even knows that word! One never utters the statement "who wants a treat" unless they are ready to give one to her! Suki likes them also but isn't as demanding to have one.
I pour these "treats" into a small individual pile for each of them. Thumber will quickly eat hers until they are all gone then sit in front of Suki waiting to see if she finishes hers or not. You can almost hear her thoughts "don't eat all of them!...are you done yet?" while Suki will slowly eat them, pausing a lot, its like she is teasing Thumber! Sometimes she just doesn't want her treat and Thumber will go over to Suki's pile...eat them first...then go back to her own pile and eat them. I have learned to make sure Suki wants hers first before I make her pile...piggy Thumber doesn't need THAT MANY treats.
When my son is home Thumber works her wiles on him and doesn't relent until she gets HER treat. Her best trick is walking along the couch while one is napping and sweeps your face with her long fluffy tail. This can get very annoying!
Shopping with my son is usually a speed event! His favorite words are..."are you done yet?" Both PoD and I really hadn't much to shop for [mostly needed to get out of the house for awhile] and spent most of our time looking for him for a change. He liked the idea that we had to look for him for a change!
All in all it was a great day to enjoy my kids...lots of laughs!
Friday, February 23, 2007
A BIG THANK YOU TO MY EX....he spent 2 hrs on the furnace and finally it's fixed. Seems all the off & on of the furnace knocked the fan out of wack making it go all screwy.
I am definitely not a Jill of that trade!
Although I did learn how to change the furnace filter...man was it filthy...no wonder I have sinus problems! I have 2 furnaces so changing the other filter will have to wait until another day when I am feeling better.
It is snowing right now and I've had to go out in it for stuff to repair the furnace...so now I feel like crap. PoD's tired from lack of sleep...her power was off all last night...so we both need rest today. I need to gain more energy so seeing as I am the boss we are closing for the rest of the day. Anything that needs to be done can be done tomorrow...hopefully the fog has lifted from the old brain by then?
I am definitely not a Jill of that trade!
Although I did learn how to change the furnace filter...man was it filthy...no wonder I have sinus problems! I have 2 furnaces so changing the other filter will have to wait until another day when I am feeling better.
It is snowing right now and I've had to go out in it for stuff to repair the furnace...so now I feel like crap. PoD's tired from lack of sleep...her power was off all last night...so we both need rest today. I need to gain more energy so seeing as I am the boss we are closing for the rest of the day. Anything that needs to be done can be done tomorrow...hopefully the fog has lifted from the old brain by then?
Yesterday I consider falls into the WTF category!
It was another early morning because I couldn't sleep...nose plugged worse and my chest hurt like hell. Definitely time to visit the doc again!
Glad I did because I am back to having Bronchitis AGAIN! I'm just happy its not pneumonia!
On top of this problem I have developed a bad rash-looking patch on one side of my throat and itching in my eye brows...Doc figures that it's probably "Shingles". Seems if you have had "Chicken Pox" early in your life chances are that you will get "Shingles"!
Where the hell is that book that lets you know about "what you might get later"! Just wonderful!
But the hell hasn't ended on that note!
Our wonderful weather decided it was time to play games with us!
The power started going off and on all day and into the night!
This meant that I had no computer and also no phone! Seems I need to have a "land line" because the "hand held" types need power...duh to me!
As the day turned into night it became colder...our storm finally hit which made everything worse!
With the power going off and on somehow screwed up my "home" furnace. Loud noises and it running all night has driven me crazy...I know short trip...so when I got down to work I shut it off! So now I have to get someone to look at it today...more expenses!
What does one do when you have sporadic power?
Watch the idiots that just have to come out to see if everyone else has no power. The convenience store across from me had a wonderful time with people needing something. Can you imagine the shoplifting! They finally got smart and closed shop! Never once did I see the cops out and about!
Being bored with nothing to do I went to bed about 9:30 just to be awaken by a very worried PoD around 10:00. Don't really blame her she had 2 kids to worry about and was afraid they might freeze. So I reminded her about her dad living across the street who has a wood burning stove and she could go there if things got worse...that made her feel a little better. I told her she could burn his furniture if they ran out of wood...he he he!
So here's hoping today goes a lot better!
It was another early morning because I couldn't sleep...nose plugged worse and my chest hurt like hell. Definitely time to visit the doc again!
Glad I did because I am back to having Bronchitis AGAIN! I'm just happy its not pneumonia!
On top of this problem I have developed a bad rash-looking patch on one side of my throat and itching in my eye brows...Doc figures that it's probably "Shingles". Seems if you have had "Chicken Pox" early in your life chances are that you will get "Shingles"!
Where the hell is that book that lets you know about "what you might get later"! Just wonderful!
But the hell hasn't ended on that note!
Our wonderful weather decided it was time to play games with us!
The power started going off and on all day and into the night!
This meant that I had no computer and also no phone! Seems I need to have a "land line" because the "hand held" types need power...duh to me!
As the day turned into night it became colder...our storm finally hit which made everything worse!
With the power going off and on somehow screwed up my "home" furnace. Loud noises and it running all night has driven me crazy...I know short trip...so when I got down to work I shut it off! So now I have to get someone to look at it today...more expenses!
What does one do when you have sporadic power?
Watch the idiots that just have to come out to see if everyone else has no power. The convenience store across from me had a wonderful time with people needing something. Can you imagine the shoplifting! They finally got smart and closed shop! Never once did I see the cops out and about!
Being bored with nothing to do I went to bed about 9:30 just to be awaken by a very worried PoD around 10:00. Don't really blame her she had 2 kids to worry about and was afraid they might freeze. So I reminded her about her dad living across the street who has a wood burning stove and she could go there if things got worse...that made her feel a little better. I told her she could burn his furniture if they ran out of wood...he he he!
So here's hoping today goes a lot better!
Thursday, February 22, 2007
Don't you hate it when you sleep in!
Somehow the power went off during the night and now I am behind in everything I do before PoD arrives for work.
Man...I hate starting this way!
I had designing work to complete before she arrives...I haven't had my coffee yet cause I can still hear it perking...
So why am I wasting time on here...
I know!
I can disapoint my orbs!
Will blog later today....
Gotta get something done before she gets here...coffee....where are you?
Somehow the power went off during the night and now I am behind in everything I do before PoD arrives for work.
Man...I hate starting this way!
I had designing work to complete before she arrives...I haven't had my coffee yet cause I can still hear it perking...
So why am I wasting time on here...
I know!
I can disapoint my orbs!
Will blog later today....
Gotta get something done before she gets here...coffee....where are you?
Wednesday, February 21, 2007
Health Tip:
This for all of you out there who are having foot problems.
You know the icky toe nails [nail fungus] and smelly feet! I am talking about the nails that become deformed and start to curl under forcing them to become ingrown. The nails are so thick and hard that you can't even scrape the crap out from under them! Not to mention the pain from this ailment...I was in terrible agony!
I have a tried and true pill free hint for you!
During my many stays in the hospital I was bombarded by all of the knowledge that I was absorbing about the many health tips in their magazine library.
One was about the care of your feet without the benefit of prescription medicine. I have read and heard from other sources [who also have this problem] that the pills that are for this ailment can make you feel sick. Like I want more pills or ones that can make you sick...so I figured what the heck and decided to try this hint out.
Vick's Vapor Rub! Yup...a cold remedy for the feet!
All you have to do is rub this stuff all over your feet and toe nails! I made sure that I got lots under the nails which is pretty hard to do because of the crap under them and especially the sides where they were becoming ingrown. Then I would put my socks back on to keep the gunk from getting on anything else. By bed time the stuff would be absorbed enough to be able to take my socks off to go to sleep. In the morning I would repeat the process before putting on clean socks. I kept this method up for two weeks before seeing the results...the odor is gone and the nails have become soft enough to clean out the gunk not to mention relief from the pain! It has even stopped the nails from becoming even more ingrown!
It truly works!
The smell of the Vic's wasn't strong enough to even be noticeable! The best is the fact that they NO LONGER HURT or SMELL!
I do not do it every day now and only use it when I feel like they start to hurt again. The smell has NEVER come back!
This tip really works...want to smell my feet?
This for all of you out there who are having foot problems.
You know the icky toe nails [nail fungus] and smelly feet! I am talking about the nails that become deformed and start to curl under forcing them to become ingrown. The nails are so thick and hard that you can't even scrape the crap out from under them! Not to mention the pain from this ailment...I was in terrible agony!
I have a tried and true pill free hint for you!
During my many stays in the hospital I was bombarded by all of the knowledge that I was absorbing about the many health tips in their magazine library.
One was about the care of your feet without the benefit of prescription medicine. I have read and heard from other sources [who also have this problem] that the pills that are for this ailment can make you feel sick. Like I want more pills or ones that can make you sick...so I figured what the heck and decided to try this hint out.
Vick's Vapor Rub! Yup...a cold remedy for the feet!
All you have to do is rub this stuff all over your feet and toe nails! I made sure that I got lots under the nails which is pretty hard to do because of the crap under them and especially the sides where they were becoming ingrown. Then I would put my socks back on to keep the gunk from getting on anything else. By bed time the stuff would be absorbed enough to be able to take my socks off to go to sleep. In the morning I would repeat the process before putting on clean socks. I kept this method up for two weeks before seeing the results...the odor is gone and the nails have become soft enough to clean out the gunk not to mention relief from the pain! It has even stopped the nails from becoming even more ingrown!
It truly works!
The smell of the Vic's wasn't strong enough to even be noticeable! The best is the fact that they NO LONGER HURT or SMELL!
I do not do it every day now and only use it when I feel like they start to hurt again. The smell has NEVER come back!
This tip really works...want to smell my feet?
Tuesday, February 20, 2007
Up early again this morning [3:35]! My sinuses are so "stuffed" I can't breathe! I am really tired of blowing my nose! This winter it has been pretty dry in my place...furnace fan going all of the time. I have been running my water foggers constantly to put moisture in the air and it helps somewhat. My worst time is when I try to sleep!
Last night it was foggy [outside] and this morning it seems to be frosty & foggy! The visabilty was so bad last night that normal people should have stayed inside and off the roads but the die-hard hockey fans were out in full force. I haven't a clue who was playing but that doesn't seem to matter to these people...the game must go on! Guess you gotta admire their dedication to that sport...I have yet to see one game this year! Although I do like the rink burgers and have occasionally picked up one to go! I know they aren't on my diet...too much fat...but ya got to support their effort...right?
So what does one do at this early hour?
The "slow time" has hit the shop and so I don't have any work to do on the computer. I could try to figure out how to post all of my photos that I want to put on my blogs but am afraid to "screw-up" anything that is running okay now! I have lots to babble about but most need photos to explain what I am babbling about!
Yesterday I finally picked up the paint brush and started painting rocks again...or should I say "a" rock. Of course it had to be a new rock and not one of the ones that I am trying to finish. I must have at least six half completed! This is one of my bad habits...I start a project and if I put it down it doesn't get picked up again for quite a long time! I did finish this one and put another coat of sealant on this morning before I got on the computer.
While the coffee is brewing I like to surf the net for the news and check the weather for the day first and finish up with some blog reading...mostly the ones that I know. Once that is done I do my brain warm-ups...these are the only games that I play: Spider Solitaire, Super Text Twist, Jewel Quest and then I get bored.
This only takes about an hour and then what? Hopefully it will be something boring enough to make me tired enough to go back to sleep...if only for a couple more hours!
Last night it was foggy [outside] and this morning it seems to be frosty & foggy! The visabilty was so bad last night that normal people should have stayed inside and off the roads but the die-hard hockey fans were out in full force. I haven't a clue who was playing but that doesn't seem to matter to these people...the game must go on! Guess you gotta admire their dedication to that sport...I have yet to see one game this year! Although I do like the rink burgers and have occasionally picked up one to go! I know they aren't on my diet...too much fat...but ya got to support their effort...right?
So what does one do at this early hour?
The "slow time" has hit the shop and so I don't have any work to do on the computer. I could try to figure out how to post all of my photos that I want to put on my blogs but am afraid to "screw-up" anything that is running okay now! I have lots to babble about but most need photos to explain what I am babbling about!
Yesterday I finally picked up the paint brush and started painting rocks again...or should I say "a" rock. Of course it had to be a new rock and not one of the ones that I am trying to finish. I must have at least six half completed! This is one of my bad habits...I start a project and if I put it down it doesn't get picked up again for quite a long time! I did finish this one and put another coat of sealant on this morning before I got on the computer.
While the coffee is brewing I like to surf the net for the news and check the weather for the day first and finish up with some blog reading...mostly the ones that I know. Once that is done I do my brain warm-ups...these are the only games that I play: Spider Solitaire, Super Text Twist, Jewel Quest and then I get bored.
This only takes about an hour and then what? Hopefully it will be something boring enough to make me tired enough to go back to sleep...if only for a couple more hours!
Monday, February 19, 2007
My Definition of ORBS
WARNING! Remember this is MY definition and I do not spout it as gospel…you believe in what you want!
I first discovered ORBS on warm autumn evening in Sept, 2001.
I was taking pictures, with my digital camera, of the outside of Dodge’s Courthouse, for a haunted house being held at Halloween time. It was a beautiful evening and for once no wind to blow up any dust…a really great time for photos! I shot quite a few of the front and back of the building and not once did I notice any thing wrong with the pics until I down loaded them to my computer.
There were these spots all over them?
I first thought they were from a dirty lens [which sometimes happens…a lot] until I compared them to other ones and saw that the dots were in different places! They were all different sizes and they looked different from each other. On closer inspection some even looked like they were behind the window frames…you know inside looking out at me?
There was nothing in this window when I took the first pic…doesn’t it look like a ghostly face and this is behind the frame!
All who know me know I have a fantastic imagination but also know me as being very analytical…I sometimes analyze things to death!
What I don’t know about…I look it up on the computer [other opinions]!
I didn’t have a clue in what to look for as I didn’t even know what they were called…white dots on pictures?
Until I entered the word…Orbs!
I got some great explanations and some real crazy ones!
Ranging from smart ideas that I can agree with to some that are really nutty…from dust motes to alien beings [who are watching us] I’ve read them all!
My explanation is…
My gut instinct tells me that maybe they might be our souls?
I like to think that when we die our life force leaves us and forms into balls of energy!
You know…Orbs-R-Us?
I am not a religious person and I do not believe in heaven or hell [bible stuff]!
If there is a heaven or hell…I believe it is here on earth!
It’s what you make of it!
My view point is…
I believe in our own spirit [soul or life energy] and the spirits of nature!
Must be my native heritage talking?
I like to think that all living things create energy and in that energy…is life!
When we die we form into balls of energy [orbs] and move around until we are ready to begin again [re-incarnation]. Our orbs start out small [hardly visible] and as we gain strength [believe in ourselves] they get larger and brighter [more defined] until we are ready to start again!
I have also take photos of wispy [ectoplasm] looking areas and like to jokingly think that they haven’t got their s—t together yet. The other shapes, devil heads, are pure evil [the shape taken that we are used to relating to]! Bad energy!
On one paranormal TV show, I saw “Orbs” going into a man’s [this man is from the paranormal group that filmed here awhile back] head and legs and hearing him complain of a headache and sore legs as it was happening. Seeing it and knowing him made me believe in these balls as something that might be more tangible than we realize!
Since this has happened to me I have looked back on other photos [not digital] and have discovered the signs of other spots so I feel that it is not just a digital problem! As for the dust motes…why do they show up in one shot and the next shot seconds later they’re gone. I say if the flash is picking up the reflection of the motes then they should pick it up all of the time! I have photos that show these “motes” moving across then down…how did they do that?
I do have lots more photos but can't seem to figure how to do multiple pics
Stay tuned for more....
Sunday, February 18, 2007
Happy Birthday to us...happy birthday to us!
I personally love this day because it means I made it through another year!
Ever since my younger sister died I have learned to count every day as a plus...I am still alive!
56 and still kicking! I am not one of those people who need to keep my age a secret.
8 years ago, today, I received one of life's best birthday present ever...my grandson was born!
He still thinks its cool to share the same day with his gramma.
We also share this day with my exes brother who lives in Edmonchuk. I have a hard time beating him to the phone call to wish each other well...maybe this year?
I have a sign on the wall at work that I still read everyday...not sure who wrote but I like it's meaning:
Things To Be Thankful For:
The mess to clean up after a party.
It means you've been surrounded by friends.
The taxes you pay.
They mean you're employed.
The clothes that don't quite fit.
It means you have enough to eat.
The lawn that needs mowing, the gutters that need fixing and the windows that need cleaning.
They mean you have a home.
All the complaining we hear about the government.
It means we have freedom of speech.
The spot that you find at the end of the parking lot.
It means you are still capable of walking.
The person behind you that sings off key.
It means you can still hear.
The piles of laundry and ironing.
They mean you have clothes to wear.
The weariness and aching muscles you feel at the end of the day.
They mean that you have been productive.
A person may whine or complain but underneath it all there is always something to be thankful for...and believe me...I am!
Hopefully with being another year older...I am also wiser!
Like the song "The Age Of Aquarius" says...."Let the sun shine...let the sun shine...the sun...shine in"
I personally love this day because it means I made it through another year!
Ever since my younger sister died I have learned to count every day as a plus...I am still alive!
56 and still kicking! I am not one of those people who need to keep my age a secret.
8 years ago, today, I received one of life's best birthday present ever...my grandson was born!
He still thinks its cool to share the same day with his gramma.
We also share this day with my exes brother who lives in Edmonchuk. I have a hard time beating him to the phone call to wish each other well...maybe this year?
I have a sign on the wall at work that I still read everyday...not sure who wrote but I like it's meaning:
Things To Be Thankful For:
The mess to clean up after a party.
It means you've been surrounded by friends.
The taxes you pay.
They mean you're employed.
The clothes that don't quite fit.
It means you have enough to eat.
The lawn that needs mowing, the gutters that need fixing and the windows that need cleaning.
They mean you have a home.
All the complaining we hear about the government.
It means we have freedom of speech.
The spot that you find at the end of the parking lot.
It means you are still capable of walking.
The person behind you that sings off key.
It means you can still hear.
The piles of laundry and ironing.
They mean you have clothes to wear.
The weariness and aching muscles you feel at the end of the day.
They mean that you have been productive.
A person may whine or complain but underneath it all there is always something to be thankful for...and believe me...I am!
Hopefully with being another year older...I am also wiser!
Like the song "The Age Of Aquarius" says...."Let the sun shine...let the sun shine...the sun...shine in"
Saturday, February 17, 2007
For some reason I have screwed up my blogger account [no surprize to me] and I cannot post any comments on anyones blog!
This is my comment to Wilma about one of her goals in life:
Please don't strive to win the "Ham Award"!
You are too good of an actress to "over emote" which is what the award was intended to mean. I don't know when it became a "good thing" but it was never intended to be!
We should change the award to say what everyone WANTS it to mean...the "Player's Oscar" then you would have a chance. Or maybe have two awards?
I don't mean to down play the others who have won the "Ham Award" because they won it for being "Hammy" and those plays needed that. And it's not that you couldn't be funny because you can be...you just don't "over act"!
I have been with you from the begining and you have come a long way kiddo...you have always strived to do your best!
Your last 3 act play was the BEST performance ever..."Player's Oscar" to you!
Keep up the GOOD work!
I would like to see you doing a solo in a "One Act Festival" [if your stress levels would let you] then your light will shine brite!
So as far as I am concerned...you have achieved that goal already and can cross that off your list!
This is my comment to Wilma about one of her goals in life:
Please don't strive to win the "Ham Award"!
You are too good of an actress to "over emote" which is what the award was intended to mean. I don't know when it became a "good thing" but it was never intended to be!
We should change the award to say what everyone WANTS it to mean...the "Player's Oscar" then you would have a chance. Or maybe have two awards?
I don't mean to down play the others who have won the "Ham Award" because they won it for being "Hammy" and those plays needed that. And it's not that you couldn't be funny because you can be...you just don't "over act"!
I have been with you from the begining and you have come a long way kiddo...you have always strived to do your best!
Your last 3 act play was the BEST performance ever..."Player's Oscar" to you!
Keep up the GOOD work!
I would like to see you doing a solo in a "One Act Festival" [if your stress levels would let you] then your light will shine brite!
So as far as I am concerned...you have achieved that goal already and can cross that off your list!
Friday, February 16, 2007
The Weird Ones!
That’s what PoD and I have been called!
The Dodge Court House is being filmed sometime soon [not sure when] about it’s historical value. We have been asked by the Economical Development Officer whether we would like to be featured as the “spooky part” of the tour.
Of course I said yes…although I don’t like being in there much as we find it to be real creepy. This filming will be done in the daylight hours so it shouldn’t be too bad.
I am not too crazy about being on film as I’m sure we will come across as nuts. It is one thing to be classified by your friends as “nuts” [they’re allowed] but it’s another thing to be televised as one.
It is tiring having to defend what one has seen and felt in this place!
I always have to back-up my statements with the stories of the Mayor’s and a Judge’s experiences for them to attempt to even begin to believe us.
A reputable Circuit Judge had found himself locked in the Judge’s Chambers overnight and his experiences that night made him write a story [under a pen name] about what went on and how much it scared him. The character in the story is fictional and the town stated is different but it is still his experience!
As for the Mayor’s [he wasn’t the mayor at that time] experience he was part of a bet that involved someone staying in the courthouse overnight for money. It was something he said that he would never do again for any kind of money. This man still gets laughed at when he relates his story but doesn’t care…he KNOWS what he saw and is firm about it!
The Paranormal Group that stayed here twice got some really good footage and are working with the TV show called “Beyond” about featuring this court house in one of their documentaries. I’ll let you know more about that when it happens.
The creepiness of this place goes back way further than our participation…as the gossip has always been there about this place.
Some of the cleaning crews have heard singing and footsteps when no one else was in the building. Residents who live around the place have told about lights going off and on during early morning hours. So as for us being NUTS…I guess our town is full of them!
Will relate back to my fans on how it turns out…stay tuned
Thursday, February 15, 2007
Finally the "waiting to see" if you receive a Valentine card/gift or not, is over for this year!
Read quite a few that had high expectations and some of their disappointments!
How sad for all...it's like this build up to see if someone likes you? And the BIG blow if they don't!
IF men were smart they would use this time for accumulating "Brownie Points"...but I did say IF!
I received the best ones for me...love from my sister, kids & grand kids...guess I taught my kids right after all!
Today I will spend time in the shop removing all signs of Valentines and will be replacing them with St. Patrick's Day stuff. I was getting pretty tired of all that red...some of it was a carry-over from Xmas and now I get to make it all green in here. The color green makes me feel like spring is just around the corner! I don't do Easter until St. Patrick's Day is over!
The religious aspect of these events are lost on me...I just love to decorate!
Furniture and decor never stays in the same area in my place and I get bored with them quiet easily. Must mean I have too much time on my hands...don't know why my hands are idle cause I always seem to be filling my face?
PoD made a comment yesterday about the "Stupid Groundhog Prediction" of a short winter, as we were rushing through the bitter cold [-35]! It made me think of how we all depend on the statement...did he see his shadow or not?
What kind of psychic forecasting is that?
Never did care for that prediction...like he lives where I do?
I watch for the spring birds and the changing of color of fur on the "Town Rabbit"?
I don't know if there is more than one rabbit in town because I have seen him/her at my shop and at the hospital [during my winter stay]...if there is only one...he/she sure gets around! It is a really big rabbit and he/she just loves the weeds [I leave them just for him/her] that haven't been cut down. He/she is pure white with black tips on the ears. When he/she starts to turn brown...that's when I'll know spring is just around the corner...the groundhog can sleep in for all I care.
I just love spring and fall! NO bugs...too cold! I can walk outside with just a light coat on and not have to worry about bug sprays [allergic to it] or sun screen [my medication is sun-sensitive]. So I can hardly wait! This winter it has been pretty dangerous for walking! Hardly anyone shovels their sidewalk in the residental areas so walkers have to walk on the icy streets. I walk only around downtown as we "have to" shove our walks in front of our shops!
So off to work I go...wasted enough time here...got to go make it green..."tis the luck of the Irish"
Color my shamrocks...green!
Read quite a few that had high expectations and some of their disappointments!
How sad for all...it's like this build up to see if someone likes you? And the BIG blow if they don't!
IF men were smart they would use this time for accumulating "Brownie Points"...but I did say IF!
I received the best ones for me...love from my sister, kids & grand kids...guess I taught my kids right after all!
Today I will spend time in the shop removing all signs of Valentines and will be replacing them with St. Patrick's Day stuff. I was getting pretty tired of all that red...some of it was a carry-over from Xmas and now I get to make it all green in here. The color green makes me feel like spring is just around the corner! I don't do Easter until St. Patrick's Day is over!
The religious aspect of these events are lost on me...I just love to decorate!
Furniture and decor never stays in the same area in my place and I get bored with them quiet easily. Must mean I have too much time on my hands...don't know why my hands are idle cause I always seem to be filling my face?
PoD made a comment yesterday about the "Stupid Groundhog Prediction" of a short winter, as we were rushing through the bitter cold [-35]! It made me think of how we all depend on the statement...did he see his shadow or not?
What kind of psychic forecasting is that?
Never did care for that prediction...like he lives where I do?
I watch for the spring birds and the changing of color of fur on the "Town Rabbit"?
I don't know if there is more than one rabbit in town because I have seen him/her at my shop and at the hospital [during my winter stay]...if there is only one...he/she sure gets around! It is a really big rabbit and he/she just loves the weeds [I leave them just for him/her] that haven't been cut down. He/she is pure white with black tips on the ears. When he/she starts to turn brown...that's when I'll know spring is just around the corner...the groundhog can sleep in for all I care.
I just love spring and fall! NO bugs...too cold! I can walk outside with just a light coat on and not have to worry about bug sprays [allergic to it] or sun screen [my medication is sun-sensitive]. So I can hardly wait! This winter it has been pretty dangerous for walking! Hardly anyone shovels their sidewalk in the residental areas so walkers have to walk on the icy streets. I walk only around downtown as we "have to" shove our walks in front of our shops!
So off to work I go...wasted enough time here...got to go make it green..."tis the luck of the Irish"
Color my shamrocks...green!
Wednesday, February 14, 2007
Time to get on my Soap Box!
I do occasionally read the news [Sympatico msn] and today I read some disturbing facts!
The topic was “
What I want to know is why we don’t rate 1st?
This was a report put out by UNICEF and they say that they looked at 40 indicators that measure the quality of life for children. See the full story on msn!
We ranked 12th…far behind the frontrunners;
In the material well-being we ranked higher on the list [6th] this category factors in the percentage of children living in poverty and experiencing educational deprivation. In the terms of educational well-being we place 2nd…I don’t know why it seems they are never at school long enough to learn anything. Our poorest ranking is in the family and peer relationships category at 18th place!
That says a lot for the Canadian family life!
It also states that our poverty rate hasn’t budged for many years! We are considered to be a wealthy country…so what’s the problem?
I say it’s time to give back to our own kids and stop the influx of money/aid to other countries and get our children’s health, welfare and self esteem back on track!
PoD and I have to take the mean stares when we refuse the “Good Will Boxes” sent out at Xmas time. We would put one together if they went only to Canadian families! AJ’s teacher even cancelled their gift giving so other kids in FOREIGN countries could benefit from their generosity. We are not even sure that those items get to them!
Don’t get me wrong…I am all for kids learning about giving to others but can’t those lessons go to seeing to the needy in our own country first! If there is excess to give then give it after we see to ours!
I don’t understand how you can teach giving if we ignore the others starving across the street…what kind of message is that?
These kids are our future and if we don’t set them up right now…when will they learn? We are only breeding more troubles!
More Gripes:
We go out of the country to adopt children…what’s wrong with ours! There are many kids in the Canadian orphanages that would love to have a mom and dad…trouble is most want babies who are trouble free! How can you ignore a child of an older age a right to family life…or would we rather LOOK like we are good Samaritans!
“Charity” should start at home!
We are supposed to be "Proud to be Canadians"... and I guess the young don't matter!
Happy Valentines Day!
To all of my family!
And to all who read my posts!
My grandkids having been spending time here at the shop and will be until the 19th as school is taking its winter break! It's amazing how many breaks they get...I don't remember that many when I went to school. Like my grand kids say..."that was the olden days!" They make it sound like I came here in a covered wagon!
Feb is a busy month for us for celebrations...but not as bad as it used to be.
My exes parents celebrated their wedding anniversary on the 15th. My mom-in-law's birthday was on the 16th. My exes birthday is on the 11th. My bro-in-law's birthday is on the 18th which happens to be my grandson's and my birthday also! So Valentines Day sometimes gets missed...it was never treated as a special day by my ex so I won't have any problems by not getting anything from a lover...my son has already called me and wished me a good day so I am smiling already!
I know my grand kids will remember as they were busy yesterday making cards!
So today I will make myself happy and send a big Happy Valentines Day to myself!
So to all of you have a Great Valentines Day!
I love all my dots!
To all of my family!
And to all who read my posts!
My grandkids having been spending time here at the shop and will be until the 19th as school is taking its winter break! It's amazing how many breaks they get...I don't remember that many when I went to school. Like my grand kids say..."that was the olden days!" They make it sound like I came here in a covered wagon!
Feb is a busy month for us for celebrations...but not as bad as it used to be.
My exes parents celebrated their wedding anniversary on the 15th. My mom-in-law's birthday was on the 16th. My exes birthday is on the 11th. My bro-in-law's birthday is on the 18th which happens to be my grandson's and my birthday also! So Valentines Day sometimes gets missed...it was never treated as a special day by my ex so I won't have any problems by not getting anything from a lover...my son has already called me and wished me a good day so I am smiling already!
I know my grand kids will remember as they were busy yesterday making cards!
So today I will make myself happy and send a big Happy Valentines Day to myself!
So to all of you have a Great Valentines Day!
I love all my dots!
Monday, February 12, 2007
Cats & Boxes
When your last child graduates and moves out of the house [does partially count?] you’d think there would be peace and quiet…nope!
I have two cats!
Suki & Thumber:
Both are as different as night and day!
Suki is a “nosy” Siamese…or should I say “noisy”! Who’s favorite saying should be [using a whiny voice] “what yah doing…can I see…what yah doing?” repeat that a lot!
Suki is also the ruling monarch of the house…this includes ruling me!
Thumber is a “Scaredy Cat”…she hides from everyone except for me and my son.
She will occasionally stand up to Suki but not very often.
Thumber might be big in size but Suki is bigger in attitude!
Both cats are banned from the shop during business hours and sometimes you can hear “Thunder” running around upstairs. It’s like there are kids up there wrecking the place!
But they are also wonderful entertainment and I would rather watch them chasing each other than watch TV!
They are just like kids…they ignore the expensive toys and fight over a cheap cardboard grocery box!
My cats love empty boxes…especially Suki.
All boxes are hers!
The size doesn’t matter…she will try to squish herself into a too small box.
Thumber tries to play in them when Suki is not around with no success as she can’t play quietly!
Suki has fantastic hearing and always comes to kick Thumber out!
One evening Thumber was busy play in “the box” and didn’t see Suki sneak up on her. Suki sat next to the box and didn’t move a muscle…just stared at it!
Thumber had been rolling around on the bottom and missed seeing Suki’s arrival. As she played she would occasionally poke her head out and check for Suki.
Thumbers eye sight isn’t too keen and never once did she see Suki glaring at her!
Then she did!
I never saw a cat jump so high from fright!
Ears pasted down on her head, tail fully fluffed, she leapt out of the box…this reaction startled Suki who fluffed up and ran the other way.
They both scared each other!
I pissed both cats off by laughing at them…I couldn’t help it…it was so funny!
Where’s the camera when you need it?
These guys keep me well entertained!
Saturday, February 10, 2007
Health:
Remember the waving arm flesh I was telling you about [Xmas hospital trip] you know…the 13 pounds I lost!
Well I found it and some of the others and I am putting them back wear they don’t belong!
Seems like someone forgot to mention the INSANE craving for food that you can get when you switch to insulin!
Yup…insulin starts the utilizing of your sugars and you crave more sugar and more sugar! This doesn’t mean chocolate or candies…this means “solid” food! Gut filling stuff!
With this “more sugar” comes “more insulin”…its f__king ridiculous!
I can’t seem to control myself because I am trying to stop it!
I have been stuffing myself until I feel like exploding and then sit there and wonder what more can I eat!
Saw the dietitian Tuesday and she confirmed my fears!
INSULIN MAKES YOU HUNGRY!
Too bad they can’t use it on some people who could afford to fatten up…cause I sure don’t need help in that department!
"Exercise" she said "try walking"...so we brought the treadmill out of cold storage and now I have NO excuse why I can’t go for a walk...its been to brrrr outside otherwise!
As for the eating?
The doctor just upped the dosage 2 more units!
Color me FRUSTRATED!!
Weird Dream?
A while back [Xmas time] during a stay in our town hospital, I had this weird dream/premonition. The nurses had to do a night blood sugar at midnight and I must have kept that in my mind.
Because the dream was of a shopping trip that PoD and I had taken to the city and we got home late. In the dream the phone rang...I answered and it was a neighbor calling to see if I could pick her up and take her into town...I answered no, that I couldn't because a nurse was coming in to see me to prick my finger for a blood test!?
I sat upright at that moment and the nurse open the door and walked into the room...she was coming in to do the blood test!
No, I didn't hear her coming down the hall as the door was shut and I couldn't of heard her [I checked it out later]! I had been asleep for at least 3 hours!
I blurted it out to the nurse what I had just dreamt about and she had that look on her face that told me that she thought I was nuts!
Crazy huh?
A while back [Xmas time] during a stay in our town hospital, I had this weird dream/premonition. The nurses had to do a night blood sugar at midnight and I must have kept that in my mind.
Because the dream was of a shopping trip that PoD and I had taken to the city and we got home late. In the dream the phone rang...I answered and it was a neighbor calling to see if I could pick her up and take her into town...I answered no, that I couldn't because a nurse was coming in to see me to prick my finger for a blood test!?
I sat upright at that moment and the nurse open the door and walked into the room...she was coming in to do the blood test!
No, I didn't hear her coming down the hall as the door was shut and I couldn't of heard her [I checked it out later]! I had been asleep for at least 3 hours!
I blurted it out to the nurse what I had just dreamt about and she had that look on her face that told me that she thought I was nuts!
Crazy huh?
Friday, February 09, 2007
I have DOTS!
There is even one far away....guess I better liven up my blogging!
Who thought someone could get so excited from Dots!
I know they probably were just browsing but who cares!
I am working on one about Orbs but its taking more time to put together than I'd imagined...I don't want to come off as TOO crazy!
But everyone who sees my blog probably thinks that anyways...so I say who cares!
See me soon...you wonderful dots.
I now know I am not just talking to myself...seeing as hardly anyone ever post comments!
Color me ecstatic!
There is even one far away....guess I better liven up my blogging!
Who thought someone could get so excited from Dots!
I know they probably were just browsing but who cares!
I am working on one about Orbs but its taking more time to put together than I'd imagined...I don't want to come off as TOO crazy!
But everyone who sees my blog probably thinks that anyways...so I say who cares!
See me soon...you wonderful dots.
I now know I am not just talking to myself...seeing as hardly anyone ever post comments!
Color me ecstatic!
Thursday, February 08, 2007
GRIPES:
Yesterday I had a school kid enter my store, toss a letter onto my front counter and then leave!
Opening it I found that it was ANOTHER request for donations!
It doesn’t matter what for…just that it’s another donation request!
It’s the same wording…”just a small one”…like that matters!
Ever since I’ve opened shop here in town I have been bombarded with requests of donations!
It seems that if you own a business you must be rolling in dough!
They make you feel like it is something that you should do seeing as “it’s a write-off” and you have to in order to keep customers.
What customers?
What write off?
I have yet to be able to use any of these as a write-off as they do not issue a tax number!
These organizations don’t even deal with me…let alone come in the shop to help me out!
Every time they hold a function they need donations for door prizes…etc!
In order for me to stay in business in this town I have to pay higher taxes because I own a store!
Last year the town implemented a “Business Tax” of $125.00 yearly which I have to pay to stay in business!
So I feel that I am already paying to have a shop here!
As for owing the towns people for their continued support…all I can say is “WHAT SUPPORT”!!
If it wasn’t for the major oil companies…there would be NO BUSINESS!
I don’t mind helping out but it is now helping me to go OUT OF BUSINESS!!
I get to look like a GRINCH if I don’t continue to “HELP OUT”!!
Hit the bigger companies…who are able to use this “write-off” and leave the small business alone!
We are struggling to stay alive!
Their other comment is that it would be great advertising…this town is too small to get lost and it’s not like I sell everyday commodities! It’s written on my windows what I do and sell!
I’ve even donated and not been on the list of donations for the “Thank You To” advertising in the papers! Like anyone else even reads the list!
WE ARE DAMNED IF WE DO AND DAMNED IF WE DON’T!
Everyone is looking for a cheaper price and we cannot give what large companies can so the majority in small towns shop elsewhere…so can you blame us for not giving!
So if you are planning a function or running an organization please keep me in mind!
Color me…GRINCH GREEN!
Tuesday, February 06, 2007
I finally decided to find my work bench just in case I might need it.
I am such a pack rat that I had buried it under tons of crap...some usable and some not.
So like a busy bee I cleaned it all up and organized everything so I now know where everything is when I finally get around to building something.
The worst mess was all of the nails and screws! So I put a put a handy dandy container together and Jill of all trades can now be organized better!
Jill Tip:
I keep all of my laundry soap measuring cups and use them to house the wayward nails/screws and excess stuff like hooks & eyes, nuts & bolts, etc. They fit nicely together on a shelf when not in use and also fit in my carry-all. The carry-all holds hammer, drill, tape measure, pliers, drill bits and these nifty containers of screws/nails. I hate poking my fingers with the sharp ends of the nails/screws so I fill them with the sharp ends pointing downward. My hands are fairly small so large round/square containers are hard for me to get a grip...that's where the handy little handles come into use! When these cups break I just throw it away and use a new one...no expense.
Seeing as I am not do theatre this year maybe I can get busy and fix my living quarters now that I have no excuse that I can't find my tools!
Stay tuned for more Jill Tips!
Friday, February 02, 2007
To all of my fans out there...sorry I haven't had much luck with the new blogger.
If it can be screwed up you can guarantee that I will do it...I am computer illiterate!
I needed PoD's help to figure out what I did wrong! Still having some problems!
No fancy titles...or any other doodad's!
I'm lucky enough to manage a photo once in awhile!
One of these days it will finally kick in...I hope?
Work:
It's been a pretty hectic month...really busy!
We are finally finished with our big order and will be chugging away at what is left. Hopefully more comes in...so I can catch-up on bill paying. I HATE customers that don't pay on time because it makes me late in paying my own bills...its kind of a vicious circle!
Health: [this is mainly for my family]
Just finished a bout of the stomach flu and I should post a sign on the door like they have in the hospital..."If you've been ill in the last 24 hours please don't visit". Seems my immunities are down and if your sick...ten to one I will catch it!
I would like one free month without some kind of ailment as I am sure you are tired of reading about them. Even I'm beginning to think I am a hypochondriac!
Inspirational Message:
How many of us take time for granted…me included!
This message was sent by a friend to PoD
If it can be screwed up you can guarantee that I will do it...I am computer illiterate!
I needed PoD's help to figure out what I did wrong! Still having some problems!
No fancy titles...or any other doodad's!
I'm lucky enough to manage a photo once in awhile!
One of these days it will finally kick in...I hope?
Work:
It's been a pretty hectic month...really busy!
We are finally finished with our big order and will be chugging away at what is left. Hopefully more comes in...so I can catch-up on bill paying. I HATE customers that don't pay on time because it makes me late in paying my own bills...its kind of a vicious circle!
Health: [this is mainly for my family]
Just finished a bout of the stomach flu and I should post a sign on the door like they have in the hospital..."If you've been ill in the last 24 hours please don't visit". Seems my immunities are down and if your sick...ten to one I will catch it!
I would like one free month without some kind of ailment as I am sure you are tired of reading about them. Even I'm beginning to think I am a hypochondriac!
Inspirational Message:
How many of us take time for granted…me included!
This message was sent by a friend to PoD
TO REALIZE
To realize
The value of a sister
Ask someone
Who doesn't have one.
To realize
The value of ten years:
Ask a newly
Divorced couple.
To realize
The value of four years:
Ask a graduate.
To realize
The value of one year:
Ask a student who
Has failed a final exam.
To realize
The value of nine months:
Ask a mother who gave birth to a stillborn.
To realize
The value of one month:
Ask a mother
who has given birth to
A premature baby.
To realize
The value of one week:
Ask an editor of a weekly newspaper.
To realize
The value of one minute:
Ask a person
Who has missed the train, bus or plane.
To realize
The value of one-second:
Ask a person
Who has survived an accident.
Time waits for no one.
Treasure every moment you have.
Friday, January 19, 2007
WTF…up date!
High Ho…High Ho…back to work I go!
Yup…doc said I’m OKAY!
YES…I do have Irritable Bowel Syndrome Type D but a proper diet can help to control it!
He was very ticked off that I hadn’t received the proper help and had to wait so long to receive it!
Hint to anyone else out there…keep demanding help because IBS is real!
He was able to give me good news…I don’t have any signs of Bowel Cancer!
YAHOO! WHAT A RELIEF!!
All my signs of agony and vomiting were due to STRESS…go figure!
With all that I have been going through it just got the better of me and it’s all in my head!
I can live with that!
I’M NOT REALLY CRAZY…JUST STRESSED OUT!
I can live with that!
There is some sign of damage done because if the IBS but it is very minor and I’m slated for further testing in Feb…but I can live with that!
So now I have my New Year’s Resolution…I get to think only of myself!
IT’S TIME TO LOOK AFTER ME!
Color me HAPPY!
Thursday, January 18, 2007
WEIRD NOTE:
An addition to my blog [see below]...
Sunday [Jan.14] night I had a dream about my dead sister!
I do not dream about her at all normally...I want to but don't.
I told PoD about it in the morning and we were trying to firgure out what it might mean.
By the afternoon I had my answer...High Ho! High Ho it's off to the doctor I go...!
This makes it 3 times...!
Can we say...WTF?
An addition to my blog [see below]...
Sunday [Jan.14] night I had a dream about my dead sister!
I do not dream about her at all normally...I want to but don't.
I told PoD about it in the morning and we were trying to firgure out what it might mean.
By the afternoon I had my answer...High Ho! High Ho it's off to the doctor I go...!
This makes it 3 times...!
Can we say...WTF?
WTF…
High Ho…High Ho…is off to the Doctor I go!
Yup…I couldn’t stay away!
It seems my diarrhoea problem has finally caught up to me!
I was diagnosed with Diabetes in 1994 and the medication I took did not agree with my bowels. I lost 50 lbs because of it…which is a good thing for me but not a great way to do it!
This problem caused me to have Irritable Bowel Syndrome Type D!
All medical books and medications have quotations stating…”If you have diarrhoea longer than a week you are to contact your doctor”! I did [many doctors] and got NO results! All said “not to worry”! So why the warning?
Not to be gross…but when you see signs of intestinal fibres in your stools…I say its time to worry!
ME AND MY FAMILY WERE THE ONLY ONES WORRYING!
Seems that I now have feces coming out of two places!
This happen on Jan. 15!
If you have feces going through places where they shouldn’t be going…wouldn’t you be worried about the toxic end result?
I am now in great discomfort!
I have a high tolerance to pain so I am not sure of how much pain I am really in!
This morning I woke up [
My doctor finally found someone to see me today in the Battlefords and I am afraid it is the start to what may be another operation!
I only hope that I have not developed Bowel Cancer…my dad died from it!
More worry!
Even knowing my history…doctors did nothing!
A positive note:
The scenery to the Battlefords will be different and maybe they will have better magazines to read while I waste more precious hours!
Can’t see the food being any different!
Maybe I should be one of those people who rate hospitals and write books about it or better yet be a consultant! I definitely have the experience!
I’m sure not making any money working at my shop!
Poor PoD has to shoulder the load as usual…but I am thankful that I have her to count on!
Oh by the way…did I mention that we are BOTH down with colds!
Color me SICK AND TIRED!
Cross your fingers for me…
Wednesday, January 10, 2007
BEING SINGLE?
I have thoroughly enjoyed this time of peace without having to account to anyone else but myself!
It’s been 2 ½ years and I have never wanted to change this status!
I do have to admit that it is lonely sometimes but NOT THAT LONELY!
Everyone told me that I should try internet dating!
Man…is that an experience or what!
There are many sites out there that the lonely can reach out for someone and many do.
I have tried and found it left me wanting something better for myself!
Ever try filling out their personal pages?
How does one describe ones self without sounding pretensions or in my case…weird?
I want them to like me for my personality…not my picture!
At the young age of 55 [56 in a month] I do not look like a spring chicken and I have health issues! Nothing there to glorify!
The love that I look for is…the old couple who walk down the street still holding hands [no…they aren’t holding each other up] and you can see the love shining in their eyes [no...not the runny eyes from old age]!
You just know they have been through everything and yet they are still together!
Neither one have their looks yet they can share in the joys of both having wrinkles that just don’t matter! This is what I want!
All on the lonely heart sites want to see a picture!
Do pictures tell what is in the heart?
Pictures are for the vain! After all who wants to be saddled with the homely or the over weight?
I would take personality over looks any day!
Why is it difficult to have a relationship through words?
I know some have trouble putting down their ideas on paper [monitor] because they figure that they would come off as illiterate.
Or is it that the written word is hard to go back on!
If you can’t express yourself on paper how are you going to express yourself with talking?
I also do not do phone calls…I don’t need the smooth talking ones either!
I have found many a married man, in this small town, who are on line looking for extra fun! Talk about STUPID…they even have their picture for you to see who they are! They deserve to get caught and I hope that they do!
If I post a picture I cannot remain anonymous!
The last thing a single woman needs is having the crazy ones know you are alone and that you own your own business!
So the final word for me is…dump internet dating!
Mr. Right will find me…if it is meant to be!
But I won’t hold my breath waiting!
I guess you can say…I’M HAPPY BEING SINGLE!
I'll send myself my valentine...I KNOW I can count on ME!Wednesday, January 03, 2007
Another chapter in the weirdness that is me!
I was told by someone that I shouldn't write about these weird things that happen to me. It makes me sound like I am nuts!
I think we are all nuts at some time! Others just don't like to admit it!
I write these thing in hopes that others might come clean and admit to themselves that strange things happen that just cannot be explained!
I am well known [in town] as the lady who likes the supernatural and people are always stopping me to tell me about their weird experiences and ghost stories!
One nurse in the hospital informed me that one of the rooms is haunted! No surprize...people do die in hospitals...so I would automatically assume there would be ghosts. The one in question happened to be right next to mine and nurses claim that it is being haunted by children!
I never did get a chance to check it out during the wee hours but PoD did a run through during the daylight and felt that the mirrors in the room made it feel creepy! I agree!
The room that made me feel that was haunted was mine!
During the time I had a roommate all was okay and quiet. Her complaint was the coldness around the windows [she had the bed by the window] and not once did we have any sound of heat going through the registers! All we had was blowing COLD air!
She went home Dec. 22.
I started hearing faint siren sound! At first I thought it was the TV [2 doors down from me] but upon checking...it wasn't! This would happen at all sorts of hours! A nurse was in my room at one time and she thought the ambulance was coming! She had never heard that noise before and was creeped out! My kids were visiting one time when it happened again and my son said that it sounded like the water was trying to get through the heat register. Made sense...so I tried to forget about it! Then I remembered...what heat? My room was being heated by the hallway heat [they keep the hospital real hot] and when the door was closed the room was cool!
The siren noise would happen occasionally [night or day] during the rest of my stay.
Then the loud banging started!
This only happened in the wee hours!
The noise was coming from the corner next to the supposedly haunted room! It sounded like something was hammering on the register or the metal cabinet standing in the corner! NO...it wasn't from the change in the weather or by any wind! I tried getting close to the area but it would quit!
I lost a lot of sleep from the noise and eventually had to yell at it to stop...which it would until the next night!
That lasted for 4 nights...thankfully I got to go home!
Stay tuned for my wierd dream....
I was told by someone that I shouldn't write about these weird things that happen to me. It makes me sound like I am nuts!
I think we are all nuts at some time! Others just don't like to admit it!
I write these thing in hopes that others might come clean and admit to themselves that strange things happen that just cannot be explained!
I am well known [in town] as the lady who likes the supernatural and people are always stopping me to tell me about their weird experiences and ghost stories!
One nurse in the hospital informed me that one of the rooms is haunted! No surprize...people do die in hospitals...so I would automatically assume there would be ghosts. The one in question happened to be right next to mine and nurses claim that it is being haunted by children!
I never did get a chance to check it out during the wee hours but PoD did a run through during the daylight and felt that the mirrors in the room made it feel creepy! I agree!
The room that made me feel that was haunted was mine!
During the time I had a roommate all was okay and quiet. Her complaint was the coldness around the windows [she had the bed by the window] and not once did we have any sound of heat going through the registers! All we had was blowing COLD air!
She went home Dec. 22.
I started hearing faint siren sound! At first I thought it was the TV [2 doors down from me] but upon checking...it wasn't! This would happen at all sorts of hours! A nurse was in my room at one time and she thought the ambulance was coming! She had never heard that noise before and was creeped out! My kids were visiting one time when it happened again and my son said that it sounded like the water was trying to get through the heat register. Made sense...so I tried to forget about it! Then I remembered...what heat? My room was being heated by the hallway heat [they keep the hospital real hot] and when the door was closed the room was cool!
The siren noise would happen occasionally [night or day] during the rest of my stay.
Then the loud banging started!
This only happened in the wee hours!
The noise was coming from the corner next to the supposedly haunted room! It sounded like something was hammering on the register or the metal cabinet standing in the corner! NO...it wasn't from the change in the weather or by any wind! I tried getting close to the area but it would quit!
I lost a lot of sleep from the noise and eventually had to yell at it to stop...which it would until the next night!
That lasted for 4 nights...thankfully I got to go home!
Stay tuned for my wierd dream....
HAPPY NEW YEAR!!
I’m finally out of the hospital!
Landed in there Dec. 13 to regulate my sugars and was finally released Dec. 31!
18 DAYS!!
NO my sugars are not regulated and I am no further ahead!
I did learn how to give myself injections but not how much to give…they are still working on that.
My gripe is the incompetence of the dietitian [s] and our lack of good doctors!
The Diabetic Specialist I saw [Dec. 4] sent a letter stating what insulin I should be started on and the dosage.
That’s what I started with and this was written on my hospital chart. The nurses keep LOTS of notes and how it is progressing! It was taking longer than usual and dosages had to be adjusted.
Then my doctor left for his xmas holidays in Edmonchuk!
Finding it too hard to relate back and forth by phone I was asked to switch to the doctor on call…BIG MISTAKE!!
I should have gone home and waited for my doctor to get back!
Did you know that there is a type of insulin that is being used that regulates the sugars real good and works wonderfully?
The only down side to it is…only the rich can afford it and those who are lucky enough to be covered by a “Company” Health Plan [not our regular health plan]!
That is what the IDIOT doctor [one on call] switched me to!
Switching medication puts you back to the beginning…square 1!
All the nurses knew it was the expensive one and kept asking me if I could afford it [NO…I couldn’t] and I kept telling them to check with the drug store to find out.
Yup…no one checked!
And yes the expensive one worked!
And yes it wasn’t covered!
The idiot doctor tried to cover his a-s by saying that he was only picking up after my doctor and didn’t know that I had seen a specialist…after all why do nurses keep records of what’s being done to you if NO ONE reads them?
THANKFULLY my doctor came back!
Back to square one again! We started again with the previous medication…which takes longer! Only the rich get good help!
When you are admitted into the hospital you are asked lots of questions about the drugs you are on, what you are allergic to and what you don’t like to eat. This included the fact that I have an irritable bowel problem which needs NO help in moving!
So when you receive your meals you are sure that this is covered by your special diet and all that is on it is what is good for you. My tray card read “DIABETIC DIET…ALLERGIC TO EGGS” and I felt safe that’s what was on it…all being good for me!
WRONG!!
The portions were small enough to cover the amount of food to be eaten but my pills [that I was taking] stated high blood pressure with cholesterol problems [heart operation]. My roommate [at that time] was having high cholesterol problems also and should have been on a different diet than me.
NOPE…EVERYBODY GOT THE SAME FOOD!
For my diet it is better to eat small meals with snacks to help regulate the sugar.
Even as stupid as I am about sugars I know more than the nurses do about diabetes!
I got great desserts with my meals!
I had assumed that what was on the tray was low in sugars and fats…wrong!
My enemy was the Dietitian[s]!
Somebody forgot to tell them that there is sugar in fruit and some foods and low fat does not mean sugar free!
When I complained about the amount of sugar in my evening snacks [8 grapes, 4 strawberries, 2 watermelon slices, 2 honeydew melon slices, 2 cantaloupe slices and 2 slices of cheese]…I was told “these are made up especially for you and that’s all I was getting”…it was up to me to refuse them. So I did!
The doctor [on call] had the nerve to give me s—t for eating them [desserts] and his word of advice was to walk it off! I did a lot of walking! Walking [and fruit] also helps the bowels to move [which I did not need]…so finding a toilet that wasn’t already being occupied became a challenge!
Here is some of the meal contents: a boiled wiener/sauerkraut, salty soups, hot cereal with brown sugar [already on it so no choice with other sugar], creamy mashed potatoes, processed sandwich meat [salami] on buns, brown beans/tomato sauce and my all time favorite…baked EGG surprise.
The big surprise would have been my ALLERGIC reaction to the EGGS! THANKFULLY I do not have an allergy to EGGS [remember I did not write that on the card…the dietitian did]…I just don’t like to make a meal out of them! But that’s not the point…I COULD HAVE BEEN ALLERGIC [the kitchen staff goes by a list prepared by the dietitian]!
My roommate and I always joked about guessing what the food was because of the blandness…so bland was the egg surprise that I had already consumed half of it before I figured out what it was!
I’M SURE GLAD I DON’T HAVE ANY FOOD ALLERGIES!
BUT I AM ALLERGIC TO SOME DRUGS…so I kept a close watch on my medication!
The nurses were great but too run off their feet…thankfully I didn’t need a lot of care!
Our hospital is acute care along with long term patients. The long term care takes most of their time and it didn’t help that many of the nurses were sick with colds!
Long term patients should have their OWN staff!
THEY NEED MORE NURSES for the acute ward!!
18 days is a long time to spend time alone with nothing to do! I read many an article in the magazines provided and I hope I don’t have to go back because they now need more books!
To all out there who invest in magazines…donate them when you are done with them to your local hospitals! Lots to read for women…hardly any for men or those who do guy stuff!
I will also gladly donate my time to paint murals in the rooms…white walls SUCK!! Nothing to look at if you’re laid-up and can’t get out of bed!
So I am now returning to the hospital twice daily for sugar checks and injections…sugar is still high so the dosage is still unknown.
The only good thing that came out of being in the hospital for 18 days was that I lost 13 pounds.
Now I get to watch the loose skin flapping as I wave my arms…
My b—ching is done….
Have a great New Year!
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